iYoshua

Homework

2011-05-23T22:59:00.001-07:00

Well, it's been yet another long day, life is primarily work, I think I clearly understand that. I'm supposed to be doing homework now, but seriously, I really just wanna draw... Like, I wanna do some art already, I'm sick and tired of numbers.. Just constant numbers -_- Well, I gotta get back to studying, and for those wondering, yes, I am still alive.. And when I'm feeling less melancholy, I'll post something less depressing... Till then.. Peace out folks.

"TA TA! See you again, or I'll pluck of your eyes!! (or something like that)" - Lord sheogorath, TES IV

When did I last blog again... -checks- .... ooooh.. not good...

2010-12-23T16:37:00.000-08:00

Okay first of all, it's been ages since I last blogged. And what's funny is that my last post was about me not blogging for a long time... then I didn't blog.. then I'm back again.. and for a lot of people this is gonna be like the boy who cried wolf. But I promise I'll keep up and start posting frequently.. Thank you so much for your patience.. unless you already left me, in which case.. I'm a just.... cry.. But enough of my ramblings! First of all.. big surprise.. I'm in Canada!.. no I'm not kidding! Yes I'm in Canada.. and being in a school, and actually doing work, is a lot different from homeschooling back home. Yes I do get homesick, I miss my Family and my Friends.. and THE FOOD! yes.. oh my gosh! I want some Asian Food.. Oh yeah, where in Canada? Province: Saskatchewan. City: Saskatoon. :) I like it here, The people are warm and friendly. The city is cozy and the streets are cute. It's almost like one of those perfect cities you read about in books, or see in the movies.. accept this place has a long and cold and BRUTAL winter. =) but I'll survive XD I met some pretty sweet people here too! XD one of em was an animator, and after telling what he does, instantly, I knew, that's what I wanna be! An ANIMATOR! a Computer Animator =) This city has some pretty sweet musicians too, two I've heard so far and are worth mentioning, Crestwood and Kirby Criddle, I'm still wondering why their music aint famous yet.. because it's SO AWESOME!! I A-Absolutely LOVE IT! As for how I got here.. long story.. but thank God for I seriously don't know how I got here! XP Well... I don't' know what's gonna happen too, but I bet it's gonna Rock my Socks And I'm gonna buy your stocks! lock em, load em, kill your both of em! okay sorry Rambling here.. Anyways.. will blog again soon! catch ya later! XP

P.S... what? .. oh I forgot... nevermind XP

It's been a long time!

2010-05-22T08:42:00.000-07:00

WOW! It's been a long time since I last blogged. An apology to everyone! =(
Well I'm back now. And I'm gonna start blogging more often now. A lot happened since my last WW2 post. New friends, Daring things, School, Birthday, Deaths. It's been alot! I also realized that the world is actually round....... wait... oval! Okay nevermind. Oh by the way. Anyone has views on Justin Beaver. I hate that guy! his songs are totally..... ergh.... bleck... eww.... C'mon! why not go for bands like, Coldplay, Keane, The Kooks, Franz Ferdinand, Bat For Lashes, Kings Of Convenience, Phoenix.... These bands have real talent! and Real Music! XP So anyways, I'll blog some more later. Have a good cup of coffee Bob! and remind me to shoot Marilyn Manson on the head! KABOOOOM! (sorry Bub) XP

It Felt Like WW2

2010-02-13T13:48:00.000-08:00

Well It's Chinese new year eve night... and what do you expect.. that's right... Santa Claus! (No you Pair Of Dumbbells, that's Christmas!) Oh.. I mean Fireworks! XP I love and hate Fireworks.. They're Noisy Loud and Smoky! (Why I hate em) but they're Colorful! and make awesome Patterns! (Why I like em)

But...

Come to think of it... It does all feel like wartime. Cause you have this constant blowing up.. and Rocket noises... like... (Wheeeee.. KaBOOOOM!!! PAMPAMPAMKABOOOMWEEEE) you get the picture -_-

So yeah... I decided... what am I doing inside... why not go Outside and Ride.. it'll feel like real WAR!! So I was all like! HECK YEAH!!

And My Imagination took over....

"Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare"

Yoshy: ...err... John Mayer...
John Mayer: ....yes..Is there a problem....
Yoshy: Yes.. I wasn't talking about Heartbreak Warfare...
Nate: MODERN WARFARE!! @@ !! XD
Yoshy: No... more of WW2...
Caleb Rose: HECK YEAH!! XP
Yoshy: Hi5!
Nate And John Mayer: Awwww.. too bad.. C'mon, let's go for a stroll... lah lah..lah lah lah..
Rene: HEY!! Where's JM!! Aww did I miss My Favorite Star!! (Runs after JM) No! Wait! Come Back!! I need you to sign my autograph boooook....

OKAY! Sorry for Sidetracking... XP
mmm.. do I smell a slight wiff of Sarcasm Soup... never mind... XP

Anywaaaays... i twas great... Fireworks were like EVERYWHERE! and a couple blew up right above me! it was EPIC!
It also gave me strange Adrenaline Rush... Which Is why i'm writing this at 6AM.. and yes.. I don't get any rest... @@

That's all for Today,
Yoshy, Over and Out...

Rene: COME BACK JOHN MAYER!!! COME BACK!!! XP

;P

YOSHUA

The New Year

2010-01-07T22:24:00.000-08:00

I don't know about you... but when It comes to this new year... It doesn't feel...well... New. Instead if feels rather the same... Like... nothing much happened, and nothing much will. Maybe it's because I;m a homeschooler... and I don't really have anything to look forward to. Last year and this year, same old environment, same old classmates... Me, Me, Me and Me... Oh wait and My two annoying lil siblings. Aby's not annoying, she's just 5 =)

I feel the same too. Like I don't feel taller or buffer... I feel... the same. So while everyone else gets excited about the new year. For me, I'm just at the start of that circle..... Here we go again.... -_-

It's 2010! here we go again -_-

2010-01-03T02:32:00.000-08:00

Seriously.... we're back in the begining of the circle..... here we go again.... Life's really unchanging.

-__-

Kayaking

2009-12-12T09:26:00.000-08:00

Was a couple of weeks back when Uncle Louie Decided that we should try and Kayak... at first I was like... "Noooooo Way...hahah" And Nate was like: "C'mon It'll be fun! Despite the fact that the surf can be hard to wade through, and that the boat will tip over sometimes and knock you on the head, It's Safe" And I was Like: "...yeah....sounds....very SAFE" but I guess I'll give it A shot! I mean what the heck! there's always a first time :D and what do I have to loose.....okay I take that back.

Anyways My time came....and Uncle Louie was in the back an I was in the front. And he said: when you see a wave, Stop rowing and Lean Forwards! I was like: "Oh...kaaayy....."

And the first wave came! and i was like... OHSicrap! and I leaned forward and Rode the wave! And Uncle Louie was like: "YOSHUA! ROW LEFT!" and I was Rowing Right! And Uncle Louie was like: "LEFT YOSHUA! LEFT! and I was like: "RIGHT" and he was like: "NO LEFT" and I was like: "Owh Crap! I was rowing RIGHT! all this WHILE! -_-"....And then THE NEXT one came! (BTW I was freaking NERVOUS! I kept on thinking... No...I'm gonna Drown And DIE! and I'm gonna be in the news.... :D) as I leaned down to meet this blue...eh wait....Damai beach...Okay BROWN! Surf! IT HIT ME! A BRIGHT ORANGE THING! Could it BE! A FREE ORANGE iPOD NANOCHROMATIC! But alas.... it was the Kayak! -_- straight on the head! It overturned On ME! NASTY! It Broke up with ME! Oh the heartbreak! :D

anyways I tried it again, despite the nasty bump on the head.... I enjoyed it! It was a WILD experience! and Nate got to laugh at what an Idiot I was out there in the water... -_-

I'll get you back ONE day! you ORANGE KAYAK!

THE SCAR OF LOVE by: Yoshua Surein C.M (me)

2009-11-19T20:50:00.000-08:00

"That one bad thing that happens to you can change your entire life, so don't even dare and get your hopes high"
"life is hard and cold, like the many souls who are alone"
"To those tainted with a scar, we can only dream of love in a world blinded by beauty"

It's cold, but what does it matter, Life isn't worth living for anyway, so If i die tonight, let it be. Guess I best be getting some food now, It's a few meters walk to the soup kitchen, It's the only place where homeless people like me can grab a meal to keep us going. But during the winter, it's never enough soup to keep us energized, life is hard and cold, like the many souls who are alone.
To those tainted with a scar, we can only dream of love in a world blinded by beauty, but I've given up on dreaming, I've had enough.. I have nothing to live for anymore.
I can remeber the days before me as clear as the white snow that covers the earth below me.

"The first time I saw her my heart began to beat faster, a sure sign of love, I wanted to confess, tell her my feelings. but that day never came and my love for her grew old and died.... This is not LOVE this is an emotion Tainted and disfigured, an unrealistic shallow feeling, Infatuation.

"The first time I saw her my heart began to beat faster, a sure sign of love, I wanted to confess, tell her my feelings . But I put all these feelings aside, and decided to wait, a love decided to quickly and based upon my inmatured disfigured emotions is Infatuation and will Die, Instead I must let my love grow, based upon God's will, based upon the experience and knowledge we have of each other, and the maturity that will become so strong that Nothing can sepperate our love for each other...This is what I want.

But Never Experienced.....Only In Dreams.....

"True love never can be rent
But only true love can keep beauty innocent

I could never take a chance
Of losing love to find romance
In the mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman
No I could never take a chance
'Cause I could never understand
The mysterious distance
Between a man and a woman

You can run from love
And if it's really love it will find you
Catch you by the heel
But you can't be numb for love
The only pain is to feel nothing at all
How can I hurt when I'm holding you?

I could never take a chance
Of losing love to find romance
In the mysterious distance

The Coming And Going

2009-10-31T03:49:00.001-07:00

I realized life was full of people coming and going, you get attached to someone, and next thing you know...they're gone....Life is so fragile, we should hold dear the people you know and don't take their life for granted. It's the same for when people leave...it's sad that, all of a sudden they leave for another country....So hold the time you spend with people dear......

Game Portal Console GUI!

2009-08-12T23:17:00.001-07:00

A couple of days ago I got interested in GUI and Embedded Software For Portable Devices. I have a liking for portable Devices....Thing that you can carry around....Not limited to the one place. So I had this crazy Idea to design my own Portable Game Console, I know Hardware and software wise....It's gonna take years, But NEVER GIVE UP HOPE!! So I got my Excited self to design a prototype For the GUI which will look something like the picture Above! Tell me what you think?

I wanna Stay YOUNG!

2009-07-31T22:12:00.000-07:00

I know..I'm only 15....But I can't stand the thought of me growing older and then Dying....I like where I am now....the "15"...I like this age....I don't wanna leave it....But well...I guess everyone has to grow up sometime...I hate growing up.....ARGHH!!....(stop it boy..and learn to live)

YOSHUA

"so scared of getting older...I'm only good at being young..." -John Mayer-

The Words.....

2009-07-30T23:38:00.000-07:00

So some guy in the street goes...."F...." and the COFW (Council of Foul Words) and the ESRB people decides that "F....." will be a foul word.... No one else decided it to be....It just sounded Bad....so they decided to make it a foul word.... I kinda wonder who decides a word will be...well...foul?

Ma new drum set....

2009-07-30T23:29:00.000-07:00

Read all about it on my Friends blog.......I think i need a hearing aid....

The Winners Best friend

2009-05-11T22:24:00.000-07:00

The other day I was talking to a bunch of winners, they were so happy because they always won everything! I asked them who was their best friend and they answered together:

"Our best friend is the looser his destiny is certain. His job is to loose
for our sake. Because...simply....without a looser there would be NO winner! And
so we thank the looser and offer him our gratitude. Because simply.....without a looser....there would be no winners!"

And so today I understand the theory of the winners. So if you are Looser take PRIDE! because you MEAN something to the winners. you are their best friend!

YOSHUA SUREIN C.M

The new macbook Aliminum

2009-03-31T05:01:00.000-07:00

The new macbook aluminum became by dream laptop because of the Specifications and the design. Boasting a:

2.0GHz or 2.4GHz Intel Core 2 Duo processor with 3MB on-chip shared L2 cache running 1:1 with processor speed
1066MHz frontside bus
2GB (two 1GB SO-DIMMs) of 1066MHz DDR3 SDRAM; two SO-DIMM slots support up to 4GB
2.0GHz MacBook
160GB 5400-rpm Serial ATA hard disk drive⁴
Optional 250GB or 320GB 5400-rpm hard drive, 128GB or 256GB solid-state drive⁴

2.4GHz MacBook

250GB 5400-rpm Serial ATA hard disk drive⁴
Optional 320GB 5400-rpm hard drive, 128GB or 256GB solid-state drive⁴

Optical drive

8x slot-loading SuperDrive (DVD±R DL/DVD±RW/CD-RW)

Maximum write: 8x DVD-R, DVD+R; 4x DVD-R DL (double layer), DVD+R DL (double layer), DVD-RW, DVD+RW; 24x CD-R; 10x CD-RW

Maximum read: 8x DVD-R, DVD+R, DVD-ROM; 6x DVD-ROM (double layer DVD-9), DVD-R DL (double layer), DVD+R DL (double layer), DVD-RW, and DVD+RW; 24x CD

And a:

NVIDIA GeForce 9400M graphics processor with 256MB of DDR3 SDRAM shared with main memory³
Extended desktop and video mirroring: Simultaneously supports full native resolution on the built-in display and up to 2560 by 1600 pixels on an external display, both at millions of colors
Built-in iSight camera
Mini DisplayPort

Built-in AirPort Extreme Wi-Fi wireless networking² (based on IEEE 802.11n draft specification); IEEE 802.11a/b/g compatible
Built-in Bluetooth 2.1 + EDR (Enhanced Data Rate)
Built-in 10/100/1000BASE-T Gigabit Ethernet (RJ-45 connector)

Built-in stereo speakers
Built-in omnidirectional microphone
Combined optical digital input/analog line in (minijack)
Combined optical digital output/analog line out (minijack)
Supports Apple Stereo Headset with microphone

Multi-Touch trackpad for precise cursor control; supports two-finger scrolling, pinch, rotate, three-finger swipe, four-finger swipe, tap, double-tap, and drag capabilities

2.0GHz MacBook

Built-in full-size keyboard with 78 (U.S.) or 79 (ISO) keys, including 12 function keys and 4 arrow keys (inverted “T” arrangement)

2.4GHz MacBook

Built-in full-size illuminated keyboard with 78 (U.S.) or 79 (ISO) keys, including 12 function keys and 4 arrow keys (inverted “T” arrangement)

It hit the spot as my ultimate laptop.
But what about Gaming? you ask me, well that's solved because of "bootcamp" that is built into the macbook which allows you to install Windows into to the system and run it with FULL SPEED!!

I'll post an unboxing and a review once I've saved up enough cash to purchase the macbook.

UNTIL THEN ;-)

I'm still here

2009-03-16T06:24:00.000-07:00

Just tellin you guys that I'm still here. And have not posted anything because I can't think of anything to post. Anyway I'll put something up soon.

Anyway......

I'm still here :-)

My Home

2009-02-16T20:31:00.000-08:00

After living in an apartment for almost 5 years moving into a House was wonderful. A nice thing about my Neighborhood (Kempas heights) is that the Shops are a brisk 10 minutes walk and a 5 Minutes Cycle from my home. Which is good! ;-) But...But the only problem is......The amount of stray dogs that loves to chase you and some dudes fierce dogs that he leaves outside.
(I'll just have to get use to it) Other then that, Kudos to the House.

Here I Go

2009-01-30T22:02:00.000-08:00

Okay So when I heard I was going to Migrate to Kuching I was Aghast!! Having lived my life in a Funky town like Penang I couldn't believe what this "Kuching" Looks like. So.......I googled it and I sat there starring at the screen with my mouth open (so wide that I think an elephant could have gone inside) Mostly Jungle, Rivers, and massive roundabouts, How on earth am I gonna live there!!

As the plane touched down at Kuching International Airport my stomach was tied to a knot. I was missing ALL my friends and I was missing Penang I couldn't believe it. I am in the land of the Roundabouts!! But Sometimes you are placed in a situation for a reason and I have to accept where I was and learn to live and adapt to it. (Here I Go)

Why i Blog

2008-12-27T00:58:00.000-08:00

the reason why i Blog is because the longing to write something somewhere is rather unexplainable and the only reason i blog is because i have many reasons to blog. Blogging is not only about blogging it's about experience. Welcome To My Blog.......Welcome to iYoshua.